I Guess We're Doing Alright
It's June and I've been doing alright for a little while now. After being forced to get help, I've been doing a lot better. I've started becoming close to my friends again and forming relationships that are stronger than they were. The guy I was talking to that I thought I'd end up dating ended up really hurting me and breaking me to the point that I've decided not to date for a while. I spent a lot of time feeling hurt and asking myself why, but I realized that it's his loss and that he could have tried to make it work. It was his choice not to. The more I've talked to friends about things that happened, the more I've realized that some of the things he did weren't okay. He coerced me into things that I wasn't ready for (I thought I was at the time and honestly just wanted him to stop/be happy) much faster than I was okay with and I think that's part of why it hurt me so much. There were times where he pushed me to do things I wasn&#
